2nd time the same person has cancelled on me.
Why do I keep going back and hyping myself up for something that will never turn out the way I want it to be?
I feel pathetic and foolish, VERY SORRY FOR MYSELF.
Why the fuck shouldn’t I be? I have every right to for the effort I put in making this blanket fort and spending money on things I don’t necessarily need„, apart from the junk food. that was getting eaten either way.
Never fucking again with her.